I hesitated for a while, but I still couldn’t help but reach out and hug him tightly.

He bowed his head and printed a kiss on my head. He said, "I plan to take the picture of being crazy and getting drunk as a song, and I will be happy and taste it. The belt will gradually widen and I will not regret it."
I clung to his chest, and tears poured out uncontrollably and soaked his front.
"Jin, don’t cry." He gently wiped the tears from my cheeks.
I still clung to him and refused to let go. I couldn’t hear it. I said, "If it can be like this all the time, wouldn’t it be great? I’m not Niu Youlu? Cheng Jin, you are not May 14. We are the most ordinary couple … "
I took a deep breath and finally let him go.
Yin Gui took me to a peach tree and decided to let me lie flat on the tree. The raven pupils were full of affection and looked straight at me.
I didn’t hesitate to lie on the thick peach blossom petals beside him in the previous step, and I felt fragrant. He watched me lie on my lips and smiled very gently.
For a moment, we didn’t talk, but looked at the blue sky on our backs.
"Jiner," he called, "do you remember when you were seven years old and you spoke to me and my fourth brother?"
"Which sentence?"
"At that time, you were so small that you couldn’t find anyone in the crowd." Yin Zhen said with a smile, "But you often make amazing words."
"What did I say?" I’m also particularly curious about what he said.
It was my birthday, and everyone toasted me and wished me a promising future. He paused and stared at me. You squeezed into my side and stood on tiptoe and shouted,’ Jin Er wishes you can fly’. When Jiu Ge asked you to talk like this, you seriously said,’ Because the Forbidden City is a big cage, we can’t fly out like birds.’ I didn’t understand it at that time, but when I grew older, I realized that what you said at that time was freedom.
I was in a trance for a while and felt that I was the real Cheng Jin. At this time, I looked forward to freedom.
"Jin Er, it turns out that you have never been free. Since then, I have vowed to give you freedom at any cost, even if it costs my life."
"Is it worth it?" I can’t help but feel sad when I look at his firm eyes and think of his ending.
"Worthy", his simple answer, moved me very much, and suddenly I felt tears spread again, so I closed my eyes and stopped talking.
The sixth chapter infatuation [3]
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It was getting dark and we followed the way we came back to Beijing.
"Let’s go to the night market. The night in Beijing must be beautiful." I suggested.
"Good" he laughed.
Night falls over the capital, and it is still very lively. The lights are bright and bright, which is worthy of being the foot of heaven.
"Hey, there are faces there!" I was so excited that I dragged him to the booth and picked out a clown’s face and made faces at him. He was happy to see me playing and also picked out a red face and wore it. At that time, both of them felt that the other side was so funny that they couldn’t help laughing.
We played around until the street became less and less crowded.
He sent me to the door of Wangfu, sipping his mouth and not talking.
"I’m going in …" I said to him, but I didn’t move a step.
"Will Brother Four punish you?" He asked worriedly, "I’m with you …"
"no!" I am busy. "Don’t worry, I will be fine."
He no longer insists on embracing me before.
"Three-dimensional GUI …" I call.
"hmm"
"You must be well." After that, I quickly pulled away from his arms and trotted into Yong Wangfu and walked along the cloister to my house with memory.
I didn’t expect the lights in my room to pass me by, so I immediately thought that Xu was waiting for me in Dongying’s room, so I pushed the door and walked in. It turned out that May stood with his hand behind his back.
I quickly blessed my body, saying, "Jin ‘er sends his regards to Grandpa Four for good luck."
He slowly turned around, his face cold and terrible, his eyes fixed on me and he said, "kneel."
I dropped my eyelids and knelt down slowly.
Since I came here, Chen Zi has long since disappeared, and seems to be alive. Here is a submissive slave with no dignity and no temper. If you live, you will compromise forever.
"Do you know what time it is?" His tone was calm and he couldn’t even recognize a ripple.
"Jin Er doesn’t know" heavenly stems and earthly branches, an ancient man, I really haven’t figured it out and answered truthfully.
"When" he added
My silence was staring down at the ground and glancing at his spotless soap boots.
"You know what’s wrong?" he asked
"Jin ‘er …" I knelt down and said "I’m wrong", but I couldn’t keep my mouth shut.
Is it really wrong? I can’t help asking myself.
I’m married to myself, and I don’t want to get married. Is this little short-lived happiness a luxury? Is it a mistake, too?

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